Tuesday, January 29, 2002

Today is the kind of day when I repeat myself I should stop my job (I work in an import/export dpt)... I'm so sick of it right now that I wonder why I'm still here working... no I don't wonder, I know that I'm still here because of the money I can get every month ;-).

My big problem is that I still and again don't know which kind of job I want to do. It is a real problem because I cannot project myself in a new job, I don't know what kind of companies I want to contact, I can't feel motivated by a job which I simply don't know.

It's exactly like when I was finishing school, I had no idea about which studies I'll do. So I simply chose the first ones, these studies kept me busy for a few years and then I had to get a job, naturally. I chose the first one, exactly in the same way. I have learnt a lot, sure, but I'm not a specialist in anything... That makes hard to find a job, I don't feel like having any professional profile, you know? :-)

What I know is that I want to work near where I live and I don't want to work on weekends... That shall make a long list of possible jobs hey ;-) hehehe

I'm going, at least, to think about it really seriously and I'll open my eyes and ears to be sure I won't miss any opportunity:)
I'm kinda convinced that the more I think about it, the more I might suddenly find inspiration!!!

{on meditation mode about jobs ;-)}

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