A very first time

I'm going to bite my nails, to sweat with stress, to tremble in my bootys and pee in my pants, looking at the clock, wondering ...

-wether *she* will know how to go to pee, or not?
-wether *she* will defend herself properly, or not?
-wether *she* will keep some self control to avoid fighting, or not?
-wether *she* will enjoy her time there, or not?
-wether *she* will know what to do when they'll go out to play at the break, or not?
-wether *she* will still talk of all this with sparkles in the eyes, or not?

Lola's first day (morning, it's just morning for them) at school, today!!!
That's something.....ne?!

..for her.. and for me (s)