Monday, August 27, 2007

Short night

Lola did not sleep well last night.
Same for us, naturally.
After waking up 2 times, I couldn't sleep anymore. Insomnia is having fun with the blogwriters it seems. (sigh)

I couldn't close my eyes and I started to think (eeeck). And my mind suddenly was stuck to the small place we live in. Or rather the lack of space of the place we live in.
We can't afford for more space (55m²), and it's kinda too small for 4 people.
We can't move from Paris for the moment, because of work. We can't change of flat, too expensive, we can't go to Paris suburbs, almost as expensive.
I think of getting whatever job to bring more money. But what if the money is used for baby-sitters? that would simply make things worse.
Yawn.

I finally slept like 4 hours.

I woke up like a zombie.
But all the dark thoughts had vanished! The miracle of sunny mornings!
Small space, but happy life. That's what matters at the end.

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