Right now, through the chaos, I'm focusing on work. Next week that wonderful, expected varnishing. Then, gotta start looking for (flexible) jobS, that allow me to keep taking care of my babes. For the varnishing, I feel overwhelmed, dunno where to find the strength, probably in the people around that support me so much.
Moving sands. I'm not used to them yet.
But maybe the worst was to walk on secure lands.
Then you forget how to get your balance, maybe.