There's a zombie in me

I dream of long nights, non stop sleep, late mornings in bed... what else..? Oh, waking up, and seeing a fresh face in the mirror! Yeahhh, that too.
Lola's sleep isn't regular at all. She actually made her nights very early, till 6 months-old.
Then, it's been like a roller-coaster, 2 nights without any problem, 10 nights waking up, 3, 4 times/night.

Now it's been hmm 3 weeks she wakes up every night, at about 1.00, 4.00 and 6.00.
We used to let her cry, but that does not work now. She makes nightmares it seems, and need supa quick cuddles. So, wether we let her cry for 1 hour, or we go and she fall asleep again in the next minute.
Soooo, we wake up... every night... 3 times a night.

Lola can pee in her pants 10 times a day if she wanna, she can scream and drive me crazy... but waking up that much in the night... I think *that* is the hardest part of the first years of parenthood for me.

Soooo, yes gimme hot temperatures, a yummy cocktail, sweet music, warm wind... and HOURS of sleep **~~*^* *